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I'm starting to hate myself and the world.. I'm no longer the haPPy gal that I used to be in the past.. I have noticed the change ever since I came NUS.. It seems that the stressful environment is taking away alot of things from me.. my smile, my complexion, and my friends are gone.. wad came into exchange for those are merely stress and evilness..
I care alot about my inner feelings.. I cant describe properly who I am now because I oso dunno myself.. I'm still searching the current me.. who can I talk to with all these? practically no one in uni.. and when i turn to my Jc friends, i realised that they wun noe how i feel though they will be able to lend me their ears..
What is happening to mE?! I hate to be the gal now.. i dun like myself.. its jus not ME at all.. where did the innocent and chirpy gal go to?? where?? can i find her back? i think sooner or later i'll jus gonna break down.. every single day now is a misery and its painful to know that i hav no solution to it.. I really cant help but hate myself..
I hate Nus.. I hate to grow up.. I hate everything..
Perhaps i shld go back church.. at least it will help to calm me down and give me a better idea on who i am now..
gal will get crazy soon..
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Yu Neng Pri
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