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Monday, April 17, 2006

my thoughts...>

Exams is really really near.. 3 days more before my 1st paper starts.. scaRe scare...

I really really want to give my best to this sem's exam because i just cannot believe that i'm that lousy in SDE.. so many many things came into my mind while i was studying.. I thought i shld really do well so that i will not let myself and my parents down.. also because i want to prove that i'm not stupid.. apparently, my sis and my bro are doing very well in their academic, except me.. wHy mE??!? i dun wan to be the stupidest in my family... i want to do well and earn my scholarships and career in the near future...

sucks... i'm not from a rich family.. thats why i wan to break the poverty cycle.. not that i'm very poor, just that i have to earn my pocket money and pay for my sch fees.. i wan to do well in my studies!!!!!!!!! god, please bless me with wisdom and a good memory for this coming exams.. i dun wan to disappoint myself again.. oh lord, please give me that perserverance to carry on with my mugging efficiently.. let me be bright again...

somebody pls help me...
econs is killing me slowly and softly.. before i knew it, i might already be dead...

gal is no longer dreamin as she has no time to...

# posted by Ev3 | 4/17/2006 07:34:00 pm | 0 comments

Saturday, April 15, 2006

our story..>

we met during FOC in last year's june/july. He was my OGL. suAve, dark, and funny is my first impression of him.. aFter some time, i realised i have fallen for hIm.. before i know it, this guy has already stolen my heart away.. Oh no.. craP i thought.. but well, he was close to my 'mr perfect' husband.. how could i have resisted?

after camp, we started msg-ing each other.. and msn online.. went out together for movies and he accompanied me to take the basic driving test... on 1st aug, we are officially together.. mature, clever and caring husband-to-be.. seriously, he's the type of husband that i'd want to marry in future..

To be continued...

# posted by Ev3 | 4/15/2006 03:21:00 pm | 0 comments

Monday, April 10, 2006

dePressed>

FeeLing quite empty without hIm around.. why does the effect only take place noW? how come there's a lag time one?!! is he getting together with her? why am i so concerned, and alittle jealous.. i didnt treasure him when he's around, only after i have lost him, den i start questioning myself about that.. is that lovE? is that jealousy? is that how one will normally feel after one has broken up and saw him with another gal? is that so?

# posted by Ev3 | 4/10/2006 12:49:00 am | 0 comments