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Saturday, September 30, 2006

tears jus keep rolling down uncontrollably..>

wHy?? why didnt u reply my sms.? i know you r busy.. but replying a yes or a no isnt that tough ritex?? i am jus so disappointed with u.. cant u understand that sometimes love jus cant forgive certain things tt u do, especially when done repeatedly.. I have never cry so many times in the 1st mth of a relationship.. NEVER EVEr.. This is the 1st time to cry 3 times in a mth..

why did u walk into my life when u cant even promise to take good care of me?? why did u make me walk into ur life den to realise that it isnt tt perfect afterall.. why did u let me fall for u and make me so painful like dat..?? why are u so cruel to me? so unfair to me? cant u understand tt i jus wan to spend and celebrate this special day with u?

by not replying me, u are making me unable to conentrate on doing my work. All my mind is about u.. about whether u will be able to make it for the dinner.. abt whether i will be going out later or i will be studying later.. how come replying my sms is so difficult?

tears keep rolling and rolling from my eyes to my cheeks.. i jus feel so awfully painful.. i guess if i nv put in so much effort and so much thoughts into today's plans, i shld feel less painful..

yes.. u are very selfish.. u only think for urself.. u nv think from my pt of view and my perspective.. whenever u wan to go out, it's natural for me to hav time for u.. but whenever i wan to go out or watch a movie, it always seem so much like an indulgence for me to hav u beside me..

i have nv watch a movie with u.. this is the most ridiculous part of the relationship.. i have nv have a relationship that doesnt watch movie during the 1st mth..

whenever u call me, it is always abt DE Club.. if u wan to be the president, i will support u.. but stop making our conversations to revolve around this topic.. i hate it.. we always have conflicting ideas on these issues.. but i dun wan to quarrel with u abt such stuff..

why are u so busy when u are not even the head of that project? why the hell are u so pia.. sacrificing me.. so cruel of u.. jus for selling tix at ur friend's party u rejected my invitation to ask u out for a celebration.. it makes me ponder why the hell do i go to the trouble of buying u present.. do i hav alot of time?? no!! i dun!! i hav alot of projects oso.. but i still make time for u.. as for u.. u always think of me only when u have nuthing else to do...

am i important to u? i really doubt so.. this shld actually be a happy 1 mth celebration but becos of u.. u ruin my plans.. ruin all my beauiful thoughts.. i really hav no idea how i am goin to forgive u.. even if i do forgive u, i am really unsure if u will become like dat next time.. i have lost my confidence in u..

u lost my trust den now u lose my confidence... what else are u going to let me lose in the future?

how did i get myself into such state?? i shldnt hav agree to be ur gf in the 1st place..

waste time; waste energy; waste effort

having a very bad headache now.. u are the cause of it.. u ruin this relationship..

# posted by Ev3 | 9/30/2006 06:22:00 pm

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