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i'm really worried for our future..
in fact i dun see a future..
i really feel very neglected.
you always seem to place so many things before me..
and i really cant stand it..
if u really love a person,
wouldnt you wan or long to see her?
wouldnt you?
why is it that i seem to be of the lowest importance in your heart.?
why cant i feel that i'm being cherished/ treasured?
maybe it's me being too sensitive..
maybe i'm being too pessimistic..
but i really cant feel your love..
i'm jus being too nice,
suppressing my inner self...
i pretended to feel loved in front of u and other pple,
but inside me.. i cant cheat myself..
tears start to roll down like before..
this blog has been flooded with all my tears...
i wonder when's the day that i will hav no more tears...
i really love u..
i love u so much that i can sacrifice myself..
or rather...
i love u more than i love myself..
why is that so? why?
i hate myself for accepting you so fast..
i hate myself for being such a weakling..
i hate myself for not knowing u more..
i hate myself for loving u..
i used to think u are a sensitive guy..
but i'm wrong..
i'm waiting for the day to see a future in us..
but i doubt i will see it..
somebody pls prove me wrong..
now that they are cycling,
i wonder if he's thinking of me...
i believe that he wun..
i feel like hating him..
but it's difficult..
i thought of breaking up..
but i cant bear to leave him..
maybe we jus leave it as it is..
he will come to me when he needs me..
but he will nv come to me when i need him..
my heart feels painful..
as if it is being torn apart..
excruciating pain...
nv have such feelings before..
i pray that he will one day put me into one of his priorities..
i pray that he will come when i need him..
i pray that we can watch a movie together..
i pray that i can be less sensitive and less pessimistic..
i pray that i can love him less..
i pray that he can treasure me more..
i pray that we can always be together...
i pray that i can see a future in us..
i'm really really worried..
worried that i will someday lose him...
somebody save me.....
a girl
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Yu Neng Pri
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