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finally, this is the end of our relationship..
i'm glad that i hav made such decision..
he was NV meant to be mine..
despite him saying that he is..
i'm jus too naive to believe in him..
so foolish and stupid of me to do tt..
u noe wad...
i hav to thank him for being the 1st guy to make me cry so much..
but seriously, i enjoyed my 1st 2 weeks of the relationship..
he gave me a fantasy..
but that's jus a fantasy.. it's nv realistic..
he called me at 2am..
woke me up from my sleep..
dint wan to pick up initially...
but i guess i shld jus sort it out once and for all..
this is my first or maybe second relationship that i'm so rational
and nice with my tone..
i guess i'm jus nice to bully and easy to bully...
in the 1st place, i guessed he just crush me..
but as days pass, his little love faded..
and i witnessed it very clearly..
very very clearly..
it's such a huge and major transition that it shocked me oso..
and even before we reach 1 mth anniversary..
i already saw the problem surfacing..
i wanted and i've tried to revive it..
to no avail.. everything tt i hav done is useles..
for his heart is no longer with me...
his passion is his sch work and de club matters..
sometimes it really make me ponder..
maybe he wanted to be with me so that he can better socialise with other pple..
maybe i was jus a stepping stone for him to suceed..
maybe he nv meant to love me...
i'm probably being toyed..
thanx again...
you are the FIRST guy to toy with my feelings..
well done...
nv did i expect u to be such a guy..
i'm so glad that i'm finally awake...
this horrible nightmare...
everyday woke up, i will always question myself if u really cherish me...
was it becos i was too easy to tame?
u always have many excuses to make urself sound reasonable..
however..
i hav seen through u...
finally saw ur true self when u sms such a horribel msg to me..
u noe wad he sent?
he asked me not to be childish, ask me to be more mature..
he asked why cant we continue to be friends?
but the real thing is he doesnt want his evil actions to be exposed..
he doesnt want to leave a bad impression to the pple i'm close with...
he noes they will probably side me and pity with me..
den he will probably be seen as the evil guy which he doesnt want to..
alright.. u are great...
to think u can forecast such matters..
i really very pei fu ni...
u horrible guy...
U are THE WORST GUY I have ever came across..
u will not succeed in being a good leader...
u noe why because u are so hypocrite... so fake..
i will see that u will not become the president for next year's DE Club...
u will NOT!!!
this morning i woke up...
when washing up saw my puffy eyes again..
den i talked to myself...
i told myself i hav to be strong..
i hav to do better than him in ALL areas..
and i will definitely live a better life without him..
it is foolish to sacrifice my results jus to cry becos i lost him...
it's definitely fyne for me...
i will not be so stupid anymore...
however.. God taught us...
Love ur neighbour..
i really want to do that...
but i'm thInking how to..
hmm.. God, i really doubt i can..
he's the WORST BF i hav ever had..
even worst than my first...
u noe this simply tells me that i will hav to depend on myself...
women jus cant rely on guys to survive
for all guys are not trustable (maybe except for some minority cases)
but generally, women will live better to earn a living herself...
i will be one of the successful women in my career..
i definitely will...
and this lesson is well learnt..
thanx for the good memories..
but i guess i hav to throw them into the dustbin
for those arent real.. they are merely fantasy...
I must do WELL in this exam..
I must!!!
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Yu Neng Pri
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