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cried again.. probably for the last time le ba..
this relationship is my first time that i hav kept crying and crying..
so much sorrows...
so much unhappiness..
make me wonder wad made me start this...
i'm too soft hearted..
i shldnt hav agree..
den such a tragedy wouldnt hav happened..
if he doesnt noe me well.. he shldnt hav started..
if i dunnoe him well.. i shldnt hav agreed too..
first, let me tell u wad triggered my decision...
Joel was trying to advice me on how to tell him..
cos Joel noes he's a very egoistic person
and he said that guys like him doesnt like to admit tt he is wrong even if he's really wrong..
he oso told me that before.. but i cant accept it...
i'm those gals who is very clear with right and wrong..
and i will want guys who are wrong to admit their mistakes...
second, joel told me that Jen once told him that he used to pay alot of attention to his ex gf...
i'm jealous.. very very jealous..
u hav given me so little of ur time when u in fact gave so much to ur ex..
is this fair?
if u like her, woo her back..
dun use me as a replacement or substitute..
i tell u.. i am not..
i can tolerate almost everything that u do
but i jus cant tolerate this point..
i'm so disappointed with u...
i cant desrcibe how i'm feeling now...
it is a mixed of everything...
jealousy, sadness, tears, anger, frustration, as well as bizarre..
puzzled with the fact that why u can dun sms me for so many days...
if u like a person, wouldnt u wan to sms him/her at least once a time?
how could u do this to me?!
do u thInk that i'm yours forever?!
let me tell u.. i dun need u..
i think i will live a much better life without u...
dere will at least be no more tears, and guiltyness..
and i will live happier like before..
going out with anyone that i like..
dun need to care abt ur feelings..
dun need to care abt whether u are hungry..
dun need to care if u are tired... or sleepy..
dun need to care abt anything..
i jus need to care abt myself and that's all..
no more heart shattering.. no more heartpain..
no more when without u!!!
perfect life isnt it..
u are so unfair..
walked into my life..
promised to give me so much..
but yet.. u delivered so little..
guys simply cant be trusted..
u wasted my love..
i will remove u from my heart..
that may hurt but i think that's the best way..
i dun wan to stuck in Jenism..
and lose myself..
i dun wan to question myself everyday on
whether u cherish me..
and whether u really love me..
i jus wan my happiness back..
if u cant give it to me..
den let me go...
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Yu Neng Pri
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