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Saturday, April 21, 2007

My babY..>

This is my Baby.. and I love hIm..

# posted by Ev3 | 4/21/2007 08:19:00 pm | 0 comments

Friday, April 20, 2007

haIx....>

I dunno wad to do le...

whY everytIme this kind of thIng happens?

arenT we stiLl very hapPy last night?

den why must it alwaYs be one of us sUddenLy chaNgE mood..

and spOilt the whoLe thIng..

whY do u waN to teLl me thaT i aM the onE to make u so miserabLe?

whY am I the onE that's causiNg u alL this PaiN..

I believe thaT the Most Impt thINg why couples are together..

is because they love each other..

and they are always haPpy together..

iF we canT even be haPPy...

deN probabLy we shlD both re-consider abt thiS r/s...

it's not thaT i duN waN to make this r/s work...

but the pt is how do we sustaiN such r/s..

wheN we caNt even fiNd the haPpiness?

i feel so tirEd...

tryiNg to guess and make out what's ur mind is thInking..

a few days agO.. u said u'd make me the haPpiest woman on earth..

todaY u tell me i'm the source of ur pain..

can u duN contradict urself anymore...

if i'M the source of ur pain,

how would u make me the happiest woman?

i'm also alittle impatient recently...

probably becos of exams and stress..

i sincerely apologise for not calling you back when i said i will..

but, dun u sometime do that to me too??

esp when u are busy??

when did i ever make u apologise or

make thiNgs difficult for u?

wad i really need during this period...

is simply ur understanding...

and ur support...

i saw some support when u asked me to go study..

buy me breakfast.. and ask me to jia yOu..

i'm realLy touched by all these little thIngs u do...

bUt why when i didnt call u within 20 mins,

den u assumed that i forgot abt calling u??

i reallY need u to be more understanding baby...

i love u so much so much...

by reacting in the manner u did...

i realLy cant feel tt u r understanding.....

it's jus another 10 days...

and my exams will end..

can u jus bear with me during this period...

i reallY love u bbaby..

pls dun do anymore thIngs to hurt me...

# posted by Ev3 | 4/20/2007 08:51:00 pm | 0 comments

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

I am the hAppiEst wOman on Earth!!>

He says that he wants to make me be the hapPiest wOmAn on Earth...

He also says he wants to be so nice to me that every gal around me will be jealous of me..

He realLy noE how to CheeR me uP..

I realLy dint hope too much..

I only hope that he will not make me sad..

aS loNg as he doesNt make me sad,

I will be the happiest woman on earth..

loVe U babY... *muacKs*

# posted by Ev3 | 4/18/2007 01:07:00 pm | 0 comments

What do ppl envy abt me?>

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind.
People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

What Do People Envy About You?

# posted by Ev3 | 4/18/2007 01:06:00 pm | 0 comments

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

I'm too lOst in U..>

Sugarbabes - Too lost in You

You look into my eyes I go out of my mind
I can't see anything Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head You got under skin
I got no strength at all In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you

Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me In ways undefined
And you're all I see And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby) Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms Falling into your eyes
If you get too near I might disappear
I might lose my mind

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you (Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby (I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me (No one can rescue me)

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

# posted by Ev3 | 4/17/2007 03:59:00 pm | 1 comments

Monday, April 16, 2007

I dun give a damn anymore..>

Well done.. You went fishing..

You dun seem like you care abt me at all..

I really hate myself..

Hate myself for loving someone who doesnt even give a damn abt me..

U noe wad..

I'm gonna leave my hands off you...

I'm not going to thInk of you..

Not goin to be bothered abt you,

jus like how you dun bother abt me..

# posted by Ev3 | 4/16/2007 09:11:00 am | 0 comments

Sunday, April 15, 2007

it's really depressing to be in this situation..>

The Sun always revolves around the Earth and the Earth always revolves around the moon.

Do you noe what this sentence means?

It simply means everything is always subject to changes. Nothing will remain as it is forever, including our love.

I looked thru the previous sms-es that you sent me. They are ultra sweet. Even when I'm angry with you and we quarrel, you will give in to me.. Now, you no longer do this.. You have changed. I always noe that women tend to de-value after a while in the r/s. But I didnt expect myself to de-value so fast.. You are really too much!

Why? Why must you always make me feel so sad so sad..??
Why cant you sometimes try to give in to me? Arent gals supposed to be doted on.? You agree with that, dont you? However, U dont do it to me anymore after we went steady..

U always like to say you are disappointed in me. What about me? I'm also feel terribly disappointed in you. Never felt so depressed before ever since we got together.

Arent love supposed to be a happy thing?

You put up her photo in your blog today. What is that supposed to mean? U knew I will be jealous but u still did it. is that your way of spiting me? If yes, great. You have done well..

Everytime whenever we quarrel, I realised I'm always the one that's giving in. I had enough. I think I am too magnaminous and you are too petty. This time round, i will not give in to you at all Because I think I absolutely have no wrong. Just because you are in a bad mood doesnt give you the reason to vent the anger on me..

You are too much and I simply cannot tolerate your behaviour anymore. You knew what's wrong with yourself, yet you refuse to change for the better and instead got worse. I really dun understand what's wrong with you.

Sometimes, I really wonder if you love me.

Many times, I feel that you are too strict with me and you like to pick on small things to quarrel. Arent guys supposed to be more magnaminous than girls?

I am a person who doesnt like comparing. But I cant help but to compare you with my other ex bfs.. I have never ever been treated like this before. NEVER.

I swear that for the past 3 months I have given my best into the r/s. I try to control my temper, change my behaviour and be as patient as I could. I have never been so tired in a r/s before. I adhere to what you want me to do. I oso wonder why i so ting hua..

I can swear that I have fallen deeply in love with you. But maybe I haven been flaring up, so u think I am nice to bully and always make me give in. Even though my love for you increases, your bad attitude irks me as well.

I am already so packed and troubled with my exams and you are still adding on to my problems, dont you think you shld do some reflection?

I'm sorry if my words sound awful and unpleasing to you but I am just being honest with you abt my feelings.

# posted by Ev3 | 4/15/2007 05:16:00 pm | 0 comments