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Sunday, April 15, 2007

it's really depressing to be in this situation..>

The Sun always revolves around the Earth and the Earth always revolves around the moon.

Do you noe what this sentence means?

It simply means everything is always subject to changes. Nothing will remain as it is forever, including our love.

I looked thru the previous sms-es that you sent me. They are ultra sweet. Even when I'm angry with you and we quarrel, you will give in to me.. Now, you no longer do this.. You have changed. I always noe that women tend to de-value after a while in the r/s. But I didnt expect myself to de-value so fast.. You are really too much!

Why? Why must you always make me feel so sad so sad..??
Why cant you sometimes try to give in to me? Arent gals supposed to be doted on.? You agree with that, dont you? However, U dont do it to me anymore after we went steady..

U always like to say you are disappointed in me. What about me? I'm also feel terribly disappointed in you. Never felt so depressed before ever since we got together.

Arent love supposed to be a happy thing?

You put up her photo in your blog today. What is that supposed to mean? U knew I will be jealous but u still did it. is that your way of spiting me? If yes, great. You have done well..

Everytime whenever we quarrel, I realised I'm always the one that's giving in. I had enough. I think I am too magnaminous and you are too petty. This time round, i will not give in to you at all Because I think I absolutely have no wrong. Just because you are in a bad mood doesnt give you the reason to vent the anger on me..

You are too much and I simply cannot tolerate your behaviour anymore. You knew what's wrong with yourself, yet you refuse to change for the better and instead got worse. I really dun understand what's wrong with you.

Sometimes, I really wonder if you love me.

Many times, I feel that you are too strict with me and you like to pick on small things to quarrel. Arent guys supposed to be more magnaminous than girls?

I am a person who doesnt like comparing. But I cant help but to compare you with my other ex bfs.. I have never ever been treated like this before. NEVER.

I swear that for the past 3 months I have given my best into the r/s. I try to control my temper, change my behaviour and be as patient as I could. I have never been so tired in a r/s before. I adhere to what you want me to do. I oso wonder why i so ting hua..

I can swear that I have fallen deeply in love with you. But maybe I haven been flaring up, so u think I am nice to bully and always make me give in. Even though my love for you increases, your bad attitude irks me as well.

I am already so packed and troubled with my exams and you are still adding on to my problems, dont you think you shld do some reflection?

I'm sorry if my words sound awful and unpleasing to you but I am just being honest with you abt my feelings.

# posted by Ev3 | 4/15/2007 05:16:00 pm

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